Today I woke up with this feeling… when you are trying to catch a breath that comes from within your soul, have you ever had this feeling? It’s like you are trying to breath and you can’t – of course you can breath, I don’t mean literally - but it’s like you are trying really hard to just inhale, just to have this sensation out of you and if you take a really good breath it will go away. And it just don’t 
Of course I know why I’m feeling like this… I’m stressed. There are so many reasons to be stressed, that is why I’m with this awful pain in my back too… I know all of this. I just don’t know how to stop thinking about things. Gahh I think tooooo much! I over analyze everything. I get upset with the most silly things… it’s like I don’t know people, but I do know them, so why I get upset when they do something I don’t like? I know it’s nothing major… deep down I know it’s nothing. But I’ve been there… I know better than that, little things will transform into a gigantic thing later. 
And then there are things at home and others things that I keep thinking if I did it right, or wrong and if doesn’t work how much pain can it bring to everyone involved… but I guess about that, just time will tell if it was the right or wrong thing to do.
So yeah… I think too much 
Posted on: 10th December 2009 at 11:36 am
Category: My feelings
Listening to: Bryan Adams - Straight From The Heart
Mood: Stressed
December 11th, 2009 at 4:39 pm
Girl i know what you mean about taking a breath. I know that too well. I have that sometimes. Hate it.
I think for its the same way. I am stressed and there is sooo much i worry about and things i want to do and things i think about. It is crazy. And you know i always worry that i did something wrong or that my friends are angry at me. Hate it. But i would just hate if my best friends are mad at me for something i didnt realize i might have done wrong. Does that make sense? LOL
Loooove you bunches sweetie pie! *hugs*